The Dresden Amen by Mark J. Mitchell
Dresden, Saxony Germany February 1945
It’s hot. It’s Valentine’s. Still her hands and face
are warm as that summer in Trieste when
her skin burned. She walks into an erased
city. There’s nothing standing and white ash
drifts where snow should be. There’s an awful noise.
She knows people scream and cry. Their open
mouths show her. But a dark wind kicks up trash
that two nights ago were friends. It sings, loud
and wild overhead—as if gargoyles, once poised
on St. Josef, had learned to chant sad psalms
and demons joined in. A fierce yellow cloud
swirls above flattened plaster. Lath. Crushed stone.
She walks under hot light. She knows her home’s
here. Suddenly, it’s quiet as a bomb.
It’s not Valentine’s! It’s two days past, more
maybe. She treads on. Bones and china crack
under her last shoes. She dreamed this before.
Everyone dreams fire when bombs fall all night.
There’s a rise—she sees something intact, real—
A piano bench. Upright. Unpainted black
walnut. White ash and dust. Nothing in sight
but this safe, wooden seat. She has no choice—
she climbs to it and sits down. Her wrists
high, supple. There’s no music, no voice
as her fingers play Isolde’s death on air.
Eyes fixed, she knows she’ll take this bench elsewhere,
her prize. She’ll play Wagner, arranged by Liszt.
Mark J. Mitchell has been a working poet for 50 years. He’s the author of five full-length collections, and six chapbooks. His latest collection is Something To Be from Pski’s Porch Publishing. He’s fond of baseball, Louis Aragon, Dante, and his wife, activist Joan Juster. He lives in San Francisco.